Indeed..

I just like him..since the first time we meet..if 4years just a while,..it maight be d way dad gosh decided 4 me n him..but how come...during d day we pass together..he still doubt of me..im truly in doubtnezz too..i decidf to leave him coz a lot of reason..he knows that this is really2 d bez way 4 us..hope me fell better soon..bez wishes he n his family alway bless by god..however i ever love him so much..till now d day..when we have to break forever and forgot d sweetis things dad we ever do..sorry i cant be urs..:-(

Why should i do that..

Ye..semalaman sibuk browsing..n ngubek2 google im lookin 4 someone..btw ngapain gw iseng bgt ya..?basicly i just wana make sure..kalo diax ga ad diantara kami..males aj..soalx ni org rada ga js gtw..alwayz disturb us..untungx sdh gak kali ya..
Meneketehe jg..bisx this is complicated relationship..can not guarantee anything..

A new way..

Last Nite im goin stUCk n so Numb..bru biz dtinggal 2 bln ke site hri ni dia pulang,mungkin cman mau ngasi tau kalo dia mau pindah kerja di daerah lain..una g bs blang ap2..una cman pux waktu bbrapa hari nech..at least im so sad..mungkin bs dblang pling sedih..he maight not know what i feel,,kayax mang ga pernah mkirin ap yg una rasain..ga tau dech ampe kpan bs survive..im just have a big doubt about it..i just try as well as i could..im just like a candle..try to shine in ddarknez..but d candle can't shine forever..

A new way..

Last Nite im goin stUCk n so Numb..bru biz dtinggal 2 bln ke site hri ni dia pulang,mungkin cman mau ngasi tau kalo dia mau pindah kerja di daerah lain..una g bs blang ap2..una cman pux waktu bbrapa hari nech..at least im so sad..mungkin bs dblang pling sedih..he maight not know what i feel,,kayax mang ga pernah mkirin ap yg una rasain..ga tau dech ampe kpan bs survive..im just have a big doubt about it..i just try as well as i could..im just like a candle..try to shine in ddarknez..but d candle can't shine forever..

What d ef3k of reAlity Show..

Duch..scra hari sabtu ma miNggu ga ad k3rjaan..jadinya n0nton doaNk..ga sengaja noNton r3ality shoW 'tuKaran Nasib' gw ngaKak sKaligus binUn..haRi gini ad ya ORg taJir bn3ran ga Mau tinGgal diRumah kUMuh..truz org d3sax ga tau Tuh hRUz ngapain dIRumahx siorang Tajir...noNTon ni aCra gw ktawa2 aj drTd..biz Ntu noNton t3rmEHek2..nanGIs2 deh gw..ga k3ren2..ga Kyen..btw gw jadi malez bgt ya..nonton ma tidur muluw..mungkin karna sebulan neh..gw strez bgt..kerjaan make me strez,,but chayo..chayo..smangat2..aduh..jady letoy si..btw ngantuk tdul ah..

Grieving..........

tadi pagi gw dapat sms kalo teman gw meninggal...
duh kasian banget..mana ninggalin istrinya yang lagi hamil pula...
duh...mang ngga ada yang tau ya..umurnya orang ampe kapan.....
yah...cumna bisa doain...semoga diterima disisinya.......
god bless u mario......

duch sakit lagi nih......

HIks...skait lagi pungung gw nih hari..halah..kacau banget sech....
btw.....im happy...

my heart hurt again.....

gOsh...who could it be like this everytime........
always n again an again...again.....i hate it...
but i don wanna think about it anymore......males..males..males..........
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS......
udah ah,,,,
maren koz2an gw rame banget...xixixiixi..
padahal isinya cuman bertiga.....
nonton me and mybaby....lucu banget....
walopun nih..
paha, pinggang ma pungung gw sakit banget.......
hehhheheh...
lumayan bete seh dikoz ndirian...cuman lumayanlah ada mereka..
hakz..hakz....yang jelas ada mangga dilemari gw.....
una banget tau ngga..
gw lagi doyan2nya manggga..
tapi kudu yang anis..ngga bnaget deh ma yang asam..
mangga i luv u..
hehehhehehehe....hem..udah ah.........

Get a little hurt,unhapy,n pesimis..

Fyuh..i dont knöw what i feel nöw..but hoñestly unhappy..bodo ah..i just wana eat manggö,manggo..where r u?im lönely n wana cry..can i eat u n fell ur sweet taste?i cant think anything..i wana dissapear..ugh..hìkz..hiks..ngantük berat..mana pinggang lg skit pula,but i already call "tkg pijat" hö2..ehm whoaamm..zZz..zZ..fyu..ezz

Te First from The Last....????

Fyuh,,akhirnya ngebLog Lagi...........

ehemmmmm..asyik juga kayanya...hehheeh..hihihihi..(tawa2 ndiri...ude ga waras kali ya..) :{
ehm..........ganti tmplate nih..berhubung sekarang kayanya gw suka warna orange...
suka orange lebih tepatnya...bukan buahnya...orangenya,,,,,,pokoknya orange.....(ngotot mode on),,,heheheheh gara2..suka nonton dorama Orange days...jadi gini nih.....doyab banget kalo ngeliat orange..padahal gw ngga suka ma sekali ma buahnya....hihihihihi....tapi kalo dipikir2 sebenarnya gw cuman doyan ma tokoh cwenya diorange days,,,,Cute..hohohohoho...btw anyway busway..ih hari ballikpapan mendung, kantor sepi2 rame....n gw rada ngga fi...tanya knapa...?(iklan banget)..gw semalam kepeleset dikarmandi....jatuh telentang getuw....untungnya gw ngga knapa2...cuman pinggang gw sakit nih sekarang...kalo naik tangga kerasa banget..hiks..hiks..jangan2..jangan...."........"cacat..................wiiiiiiiiiiii........oh no...aha...loh....?!/21
hemm..moga2 aja cepat sembuh....mana btenya seengah mampus..

hehhehe kemaren jatuh kali2 aja karna kepohonan mangga............halah...bisnya...seharian kemaren gw pengen maka mangga setengah mati...hiks,,,,,,padahal sebenarnya gara2 gw numpahin air sabun banyak banget dilantai jadinya icin n kepelsest dech gw...........
oh gosh,,hope it just once time,,,no more,,,,,udah ah...mo pgi bca koran....

ni pas yudisium...........
githa, ce2, dwi, lina, ema, una, tina.........
hjahahhahahhahah...
say ches.........

whip hip huray...dah..selesee........

woman in red...............

bingung face....................................................................................bingung.................

i don`t have a job so............

wadow.....bingung neh hari kok males bangaet ngikutin cuaca kali ya........

ujan dari pagi..btw...gw mo posting fto wajah gw....

hkks..

keliatan umur 32...........hiks................hiks.

menyedihkan....gara2 foto ma myuncle nech..jadi ikutan tuir.....hikz...fotonya manyun..wakakkwakkwkakk

uncle franz.... liat sini dunk......